Am I Losing You...???

Am I losing you…?

Life is not so fair as I expected it to be..
Is this the fate of all people to be…??
How could you just say,
that I should keep away…??

I felt like losing you, but thought it was a dream,
Its unfair to come in reality and make me lose my cream…

The night’s talk started with a blur note,
but I never expected the contents to be so hard to vote…

This is not the way I wanted to be treated
I never was able to do all you wanted,
But at least succeeded in providing what you needed.
Every word of you, I carefully heeded,
But never thought that our friendship would be so incompletely completed.

I really thought it was a bend,
But has the road we traveled come to an end…??

I am so lonely since I lost you…
Tonight while the snow flakes are falling,
I was there in the cold, deeply weeping,
But… you left me alone and were so happy sleeping.



I am never gonna say goodbye,
Even if that was what you want for life…
Even if you say that you’re bad,
I cannot feel that way though I try hard.

Friendship was so friendly when young,
but now, you say that it’s all done…
How could you so easily say things are not fine…??

Sent from up above,
‘U’- a blessing I never deserve.
Still had my doubts confine
Which I cannot even fully describe.

I thought that friendship was all beyond boundaries
and perpetuations…
but, its then you insisted on distance and limitations.

I find myself struck somewhere,
which eventually turns out to be nowhere.
I know all you do is not fair,
yet I am in the depth of deep despair.

Where is life taking me…??
Has it got the only plans of making me live without the taste of peace…??

World was well with me while winning
but, I didn’t knew that even your love would fade away while losing…


Is my life all done…??
Is my race all run…??
Should I not fight until the battle is won…??

You seem to be a vibration of multiple frequencies.
Some I can perceive, some I can infer, and some are unknown.

Guess it was the worst night of my life
When you said that the friendship was on a
contract side…

Never at all I thought it that way
But what else can I say…??
I’ll never get back my pay
And there is no more ace to play.

I don wanna talk,
If it makes you feel bad.
And you understand
I’ve come to shake you hand…

I apologize
If it makes you feel sad
Seeing me so tense
No self confidence…

I cannot comprehend things even when they are so tight.
I don find anything misplaced and everything seems to be right.
But then, tell me the reason why do these tears come at night.

Somewhere deep inside,
You must know I miss you…
But what can I say,
Your rules must be obeyed…

Am I losing you…??
Are my fears coming true...??
I wish I knew,
Am I losing you…??

Am I too blind to see
What’s been happening to me..
Every road has a bend,
but I don’t want an end…

Will the sweet things you do,
be for somebody new…??
Tell me what to do…
Am I losing you…??

Believe Rhenius, that no one believed you…
Understand Rhenius, that no one understood you…